I did have. But I just packed in today.
Passed the CBT. Passed the theory test. Have done four hours training so far. Struggling a little bit to start with but it all started to come together nicely yesterday. Really got the low speed U-turns off champion now.
Moving with the traffic fine. Pulling away fairly smoothly. Not stalling and only pressed the horn instead of the turn signals twice.
They were going to let me loose on a 500cc bike today because I was doing well.
But had a really bad anxiety attack 4am this morning.

I get nervous anyway but this was pretty bad. I went to the training centre but didn't feel well enough to get on a bike. I was shaking and felt sick.
The thing is, apart from that I have just not been enjoying it. It's supposed to be fun right?
OK the weather and traffic in Newcastle have not helped at all. But even when out on the country roads and sweeping through the bends (I never knew you turned the opposite way when cornering on a bike until now!) I just kept thinking to myself "this would have been nice in my old Challenger".
I realised I have not really liked any part of bike riding. I really can't see what you guys get out of it.
In fact i realise now why you bikers like to drive like nutters. It would be the only way I would get a kick out of it.
I might still get a 125cc thing to go to work on. I can do that for up to two years on an L-plate. Come teh summer I might suddenly "get" what ever it is you bikers get from doing this. But so far I have failed to find it anything like the "romantic" experience I imagined it to be.